Beneath The Surface

Thoughts that underlie
That flow beneath the surface
The heart judders
To see vacancy in the eyes as she talks
Or not see the eyes at all
For they look away
Easily distracted
Her words unimportant
Of little interest, it seems
There is a confusion
Inner feelings acknowledged
Emotions fly high
Here and there
Bounced around by ruminations
They try to understand and put into order
An equilibrium striven for
An attempt to create balance and clarity
Stir up emotions that cause questions
Are blamed on.........
Anything but the truth

Making Changes

'......you are no longer concerned with the acceptance or approval of the world. You are no longer satisfied with what that has brought you. You are no longer pleased with what it has given others. You want the pain to stop, the suffering to stop, the illusion to end. You have had enough of this world as it presently is. You seek a new world. Seek no longer. Now call it forth'

Neale Donald Walsch
Conversations with God: An Uncommon Dialogue Book 1